yeahh datss me...someone once told me abt everything has it's retribution...and if u feel that sumthing's bad is happening to u, ur actually hit by Karma...well frankly speaking...i'm not a Karma believer...for me, life has it's own cycle...it's not karma...it's dugaan Tuhan...and Dugaan Tuhan ni comes with Hikmah...
U passed the test, u get the blessings...Rahmat...rezeki...mcm2 lagik...
so why do u guys wanna believe in Karma?? karma is so pagan...
a low thinking of self pity...
Come on people, live life to the fullest...you might have done sumthing bad dulu...but wen sumthing hits you really hard, it's not Karma...it's God's way of trying to test you wether u really repent and deserve His lil present at the end of the test...if ur worthy, u'll get the prize at the end of everything rite...does Karma have all this in it? no rite...so why think lowly of Life...
haha...live a life of no regrets...even tho the past might sumthing good that u said pass to and ur starting to miss it...NO there's alwaes a better future, work on it, believe in it...it's all in ur mind...it's all in ur heart...ur desire for a better life, better future, a better wae to live...
renung renung kan lah wahai Umat Islam...
Sesungguhnya setiap ajaran harus dipertikai dan diteliti sebelum kiter maen pakai hembus and percayer...ok...??
Sayang anak mak...lol...
kechowxx!!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Monday, June 06, 2011
Monday the Mendak Day lah Deyy...
firstly, like other normal days, i accidentally woke up as early as 6 for subuh...even wen i slept like wad, 3 am last nite?...body clock is working super well i guess...
secondly, i cant seem to get sleep after subuh, soo i'll be awake, eyes wide open staring the walls, hear music or plainly doing nuting till i gotta get ready for work...if im not working like today.... i'll be staring the walls...
thirdly, there's nuting for me to do in this hse...
seriously nuting...i'm not a kid so i dun play toys...
i dun possess any video console device ever...so no PSP, PS3, Sega Saturn, Nintendo, Dreamcast wad so eva...no no...
fourthly, my computer is super laggy, wic makes it even more irritating to use it and get urself annoyed by it...
fifthly, my expenditure money is waring out, thin...yes. i'm gg to be "broke" soon...as in no money to like joly2 spend la...coz da rest wuld be for bills and license and savings and savings...lol
so wads left is, rot myself infront of the TV watching old DVDs dat i've been watching for repeatative times...
and oh oh...
guess wad...
Episode 2 of Hi Po is up on my FB page...check it yaw...hehee
secondly, i cant seem to get sleep after subuh, soo i'll be awake, eyes wide open staring the walls, hear music or plainly doing nuting till i gotta get ready for work...if im not working like today.... i'll be staring the walls...
thirdly, there's nuting for me to do in this hse...
seriously nuting...i'm not a kid so i dun play toys...
i dun possess any video console device ever...so no PSP, PS3, Sega Saturn, Nintendo, Dreamcast wad so eva...no no...
fourthly, my computer is super laggy, wic makes it even more irritating to use it and get urself annoyed by it...
fifthly, my expenditure money is waring out, thin...yes. i'm gg to be "broke" soon...as in no money to like joly2 spend la...coz da rest wuld be for bills and license and savings and savings...lol
so wads left is, rot myself infront of the TV watching old DVDs dat i've been watching for repeatative times...
and oh oh...
guess wad...
Episode 2 of Hi Po is up on my FB page...check it yaw...hehee
Friday, June 03, 2011
Suddenly...
Not everyone in this world is able to enjoy a good life...
Not everyone in this world was given the chance to taste wads happiness...
Some mite not look a lil thing as happiness but others cherish it like a jewel of their lifetime...
So who are we to contradict and judge people wen we ourselfs can't learn to comprehend deeply and sincerely wad happiness is all about...
I assisted Pioneer Pri just now on a trip to Sungei buloh...and i realised, i've failed to realise all this while...that u cant depend happiness on others...u have to fight for it, search it, accept it, be contented wif it...alot of stuff was running thru my mind as we were walking the scorching hot trails of the nature reserves...and i'm impressed dat some of the kids are fit enough to keep up wif my walking speed...lol, cuties...i find bliss in their faces...their smile, their joy, their laughters...their defiance...made me feel filled, i guess Allah gave alot of options for me to choose from, from a vast options of frens to be with, to go out with, to laugh with, to cry to...to a veryyyy veryyyy big family tree wic is hard to remember but sumhow it's a pride i uphold and to options and choices of great jobs, wic left me in dilemma...and i dun noe wic shuld i pursue...
But along the wae, there's alwaes challenges, small humps, obstacles to test our endurance level...people not happy abt ur life...people trying to bring out the past...people hu tries to bring u down...but the righteous person wun fall, and ive alwaes hold on to that...
Waiting fr my sisters to come back from pasar malam, i wanna bite the juice out of my Burger Ramli Special daging lembu....WADUUHH!!
i may not be the perfect guy, but i believe wen u love someone so deep dat it's hard for u to find it's replacement...she's the perfect one for you...<3
May Allah bless you all...Amin!
Not everyone in this world was given the chance to taste wads happiness...
Some mite not look a lil thing as happiness but others cherish it like a jewel of their lifetime...
So who are we to contradict and judge people wen we ourselfs can't learn to comprehend deeply and sincerely wad happiness is all about...
I assisted Pioneer Pri just now on a trip to Sungei buloh...and i realised, i've failed to realise all this while...that u cant depend happiness on others...u have to fight for it, search it, accept it, be contented wif it...alot of stuff was running thru my mind as we were walking the scorching hot trails of the nature reserves...and i'm impressed dat some of the kids are fit enough to keep up wif my walking speed...lol, cuties...i find bliss in their faces...their smile, their joy, their laughters...their defiance...made me feel filled, i guess Allah gave alot of options for me to choose from, from a vast options of frens to be with, to go out with, to laugh with, to cry to...to a veryyyy veryyyy big family tree wic is hard to remember but sumhow it's a pride i uphold and to options and choices of great jobs, wic left me in dilemma...and i dun noe wic shuld i pursue...
But along the wae, there's alwaes challenges, small humps, obstacles to test our endurance level...people not happy abt ur life...people trying to bring out the past...people hu tries to bring u down...but the righteous person wun fall, and ive alwaes hold on to that...
Waiting fr my sisters to come back from pasar malam, i wanna bite the juice out of my Burger Ramli Special daging lembu....WADUUHH!!
i may not be the perfect guy, but i believe wen u love someone so deep dat it's hard for u to find it's replacement...she's the perfect one for you...<3
May Allah bless you all...Amin!
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
jengJengjengJeng
aku terkejot berok jap tgk tu combo box...lol Amin maner lak dah comment...salah org kot...aku tk pernah ader mataer ntk rembat2, pompan maner lak...pelik lah ehk orang sekarang...asek nk cari pasal ngn org tk bersalah, suka dgr cerita merepek2...ntah dari mulot saper ntah, nk ajer aku sumpah mulot dalang tu bebual bahasa kucing jek...
wadeva it is, i'm still trying to fix a job...yes i'm werking alreadi, but not really my forte uh...yes i love being a teacher, but teaching them sumting dat i need to study and learn it by hard just overnight is kinda tough...but for now i'm sticking to wad i'm doing, i've got another offer as a private guitar teacher for primary schools...another teaching job...i want it so badly...BUT my computer is soo kental dat i can't write my resume and sent it to them...maybe i'll be doing it tonite...with Sis' lappie...
another "bingit" moment was went i was changing my new set of strings and tuning my 1st E string and CHIPAP! it burst! MUTHERFFFFF....haizz...just wen I have high hopes of making another guitar vid, haiyaa...
my first jatoh motor! lol! nk elak mangga nyer pasal..! cute kn...see wad wreckage it has done to my leg...haizz...pain pain pain...haha...baru nk clean record sbelom bukak p plate...lol...
k la till nex time...chows chowss...
wadeva it is, i'm still trying to fix a job...yes i'm werking alreadi, but not really my forte uh...yes i love being a teacher, but teaching them sumting dat i need to study and learn it by hard just overnight is kinda tough...but for now i'm sticking to wad i'm doing, i've got another offer as a private guitar teacher for primary schools...another teaching job...i want it so badly...BUT my computer is soo kental dat i can't write my resume and sent it to them...maybe i'll be doing it tonite...with Sis' lappie...
another "bingit" moment was went i was changing my new set of strings and tuning my 1st E string and CHIPAP! it burst! MUTHERFFFFF....haizz...just wen I have high hopes of making another guitar vid, haiyaa...
my first jatoh motor! lol! nk elak mangga nyer pasal..! cute kn...see wad wreckage it has done to my leg...haizz...pain pain pain...haha...baru nk clean record sbelom bukak p plate...lol...
k la till nex time...chows chowss...
Friday, May 06, 2011
Feelings for Mai
hehe, recently ive started recording videos of myself playing guitars to backing tracks...and im amazed dat the technology era is really helping me out...haha, the more people watching my video, the more free exposure i get, maybe by luck, someone is impressed by it, lol...or by miracle, Ellen Degeneres decided that she wants me to play for her show...LOL! hehehehe...dream on po...yeayeayea...haha, hey big dreams are a challenge and if i'll work to get it, and if it came true, all dis hardwork is a blessed...rite? kepuasan yg tk terhingga...
last nite i was talking to someone and she asked the qns wic nearly broke me to tears...
someone : "can i ask u sumting a lil bit personal?"
me: "yea go on..."
someone: "why arent you moving on?"
me: "like how...? relationship?hhahahha!"
someone: "why u laugh? im serious...why din u move on, find a girl to cure ur heart?"
me: " you heal my heart uh? hahahahaha...naah, lom jodoh lagik..."
someone: "come on, u dun even try?! ur not even contacting any girl!"
me: "you? aderr konek? HAHAHAHA"
someone: "please...i guess dis is why she left you huh? tk serious langsung..."
me: i just kept quiet...tears starts swelling my eyes...but somehow it din fall... :)
someone: "heyy i din mean to hurt you...but seriously why...?"
me: "i just can't...i've tried, even with you, i tried to develop feelings but end up, i just wanna be frens...normal frens...and not more then just frens..."
someone: "haha, ur weird..."
and blahblahblah till 4 am? grrrrr
i need a freaking job rite now! gosh i hate sitting at home! everyone's a freak except for Noi...and myself of coz...lol...arrghhh...workout time!
bloodclod in my left pinky toe, ouch!
last nite i was talking to someone and she asked the qns wic nearly broke me to tears...
someone : "can i ask u sumting a lil bit personal?"
me: "yea go on..."
someone: "why arent you moving on?"
me: "like how...? relationship?hhahahha!"
someone: "why u laugh? im serious...why din u move on, find a girl to cure ur heart?"
me: " you heal my heart uh? hahahahaha...naah, lom jodoh lagik..."
someone: "come on, u dun even try?! ur not even contacting any girl!"
me: "you? aderr konek? HAHAHAHA"
someone: "please...i guess dis is why she left you huh? tk serious langsung..."
me: i just kept quiet...tears starts swelling my eyes...but somehow it din fall... :)
someone: "heyy i din mean to hurt you...but seriously why...?"
me: "i just can't...i've tried, even with you, i tried to develop feelings but end up, i just wanna be frens...normal frens...and not more then just frens..."
someone: "haha, ur weird..."
and blahblahblah till 4 am? grrrrr
i need a freaking job rite now! gosh i hate sitting at home! everyone's a freak except for Noi...and myself of coz...lol...arrghhh...workout time!
bloodclod in my left pinky toe, ouch!
Thursday, May 05, 2011
Independance Day
Today is thursday...Thor's day...lol...left wif fridae, saturday party, sunday lepak...and monday?!
woohoo...Life is changing too rapidly for me and the end of this 2 dreadful years will be over soon...2 years which has changed me and my Life as a whole. I lost something precious back then but God gave me sumthing in return...Thank Him for this Hikmah...He noes best...
I cant wait to start my job, collect money collect money...shopping! OH MY! hahaha, cant wait to go out wif my frens...im starting to feel things are opening up for me...insyallah, everything will be just fine.
okae...for now i got alot to futfill under my wishlist... here goes
2011 wishlist...
- Iphone (x)
- Guitar
- Amp
- Macbook
- Shoes
- Holiday trip
- A Date? (2 years without any date is ridiculous!lol)
all the best Po, all the best.
gg out nw, got tutoring now...bubbye!
woohoo...Life is changing too rapidly for me and the end of this 2 dreadful years will be over soon...2 years which has changed me and my Life as a whole. I lost something precious back then but God gave me sumthing in return...Thank Him for this Hikmah...He noes best...
I cant wait to start my job, collect money collect money...shopping! OH MY! hahaha, cant wait to go out wif my frens...im starting to feel things are opening up for me...insyallah, everything will be just fine.
okae...for now i got alot to futfill under my wishlist... here goes
2011 wishlist...
- Iphone (x)
- Guitar
- Amp
- Macbook
- Shoes
- Holiday trip
- A Date? (2 years without any date is ridiculous!lol)
all the best Po, all the best.
gg out nw, got tutoring now...bubbye!
Friday, April 01, 2011
Hw many days left??
Life is starting to take it's weirdest turn in my Life...and i'm excited to where that Fate is blowing me...hehee...it's been awhile since i last blogged, sorry for the cobwebs if u guys notice any at my blog...( lame )...
K first up...the Operational Ready Date is drawing near...and ive got a brief idea of wad to do after that...starting wif a week of vacation...still figuring out where to go, hmmm...
Lately, have been too tired to do anything, due to the duties i have to perform back at Jurong Islands...2 days werk 2 days off is not a good thing for me....i tend to overbudget and its hard to save up...and i kinda miss my bunk...i need to get use to this new lifestyle, must learn to dudok rumah...and nt spent anything for 4 days minimum...or kua pon gi keje...and dun spent anything at all...
Haizz, the band is working out it's first original, i guess i still need to crack my brain for the arrangement part...and come out with sumting dat sounds professionally complex but easy for live performances...yeahh, so we wun flaw ourselves...i can already start to see wad kinda of sound we are gg to have but i hope it wun be too dark or too deep coz dis daes there's too many shallow people to even understand deep thoughtful music...
OH YES, the BIG PART of my gonna be a wonderful LIFE...is is is, i got into POLY...woohoo...and it's not those tercampak to any stupid course dat they give thingy okae...it's my first choice!!! give a good guess wad course i got into...
Hints? it's totally bout music, music arrangement and composing, music theories, sound engineering...
give a good guess and flood my cbox...lolx hahaha
I'm gonna be wad i've dreamt of being...insyallah...
Allah took away sumting in my Life, for sumting else...
and I'm thankful even though I miss that part of my Life but I guess this path that Fate chose for me is what i really need right now to get a good career...
and I'm pretty sure Allah will give a good wife, a pretty and soothing looking one, sumone i wun get tired of, sumone who wuld never try to be above me...a mithali wife...yeahh, hikmah, hikmah...
k la...its pump that body time...chowchowchow.
K first up...the Operational Ready Date is drawing near...and ive got a brief idea of wad to do after that...starting wif a week of vacation...still figuring out where to go, hmmm...
Lately, have been too tired to do anything, due to the duties i have to perform back at Jurong Islands...2 days werk 2 days off is not a good thing for me....i tend to overbudget and its hard to save up...and i kinda miss my bunk...i need to get use to this new lifestyle, must learn to dudok rumah...and nt spent anything for 4 days minimum...or kua pon gi keje...and dun spent anything at all...
Haizz, the band is working out it's first original, i guess i still need to crack my brain for the arrangement part...and come out with sumting dat sounds professionally complex but easy for live performances...yeahh, so we wun flaw ourselves...i can already start to see wad kinda of sound we are gg to have but i hope it wun be too dark or too deep coz dis daes there's too many shallow people to even understand deep thoughtful music...
OH YES, the BIG PART of my gonna be a wonderful LIFE...is is is, i got into POLY...woohoo...and it's not those tercampak to any stupid course dat they give thingy okae...it's my first choice!!! give a good guess wad course i got into...
Hints? it's totally bout music, music arrangement and composing, music theories, sound engineering...
give a good guess and flood my cbox...lolx hahaha
I'm gonna be wad i've dreamt of being...insyallah...
Allah took away sumting in my Life, for sumting else...
and I'm thankful even though I miss that part of my Life but I guess this path that Fate chose for me is what i really need right now to get a good career...
and I'm pretty sure Allah will give a good wife, a pretty and soothing looking one, sumone i wun get tired of, sumone who wuld never try to be above me...a mithali wife...yeahh, hikmah, hikmah...
k la...its pump that body time...chowchowchow.
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